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3.26.2007

Soooo much time has passed…


Well, a few have asked and a few have even commented on the fact that I have not been around and I haven’t updated in what seems to be FOREVER. What can I say other than, “I’ve been a slacker and extremely busy”; not that that vies as an excuse, but it’s the best and most accurate I have for the moment.

I guess I should begin by sharing the most recent relevant info, about my current status. I am happily employed at the moment; working as a sub-contractor to a company that sub-contracts to Dell, as a warranty service technician. I run about in a defined territory providing repair and service work on Dell desktops, portables, and TVs. I really enjoy it, as I am for all intents and purposes my “own boss”. As any “self-employed” business person knows though, you are never completely “self-employed”. Customers and those for whom you provide service to always want and even expect more than you yourself foresee yourself providing. In addition, I find myself suffering many of the same frustrations many bloggers and customers have commented on dealing with Dell’s India support desk team. I have always and will continue to say that if you want an inexpensive computer system with outstanding warranty and customer support to go with a Dell. I now however, add the disclaimer that if you should have the fortune (or misfortune in some cases) of dealing with the India support desk, keep in mind, that just as with any company, they are simply trying to ensure that their warranty policy isn’t abused and taken advantage of by those customers who would attempt to take advantage of their warranty policy and who would act with less than scrupulous intentions. In addition, I too have found (as many technologically savvy professionals have) that on occasion I become overwhelmingly frustrated in some of the advice or troubleshooting practices engaged by some of the technicians I speak with.

One such situation that comes to mind is a customer who called to report a “no-post” situation with their desktop computer. The customer told the technician upfront that they were not comfortable with opening their case and “fiddling” around with its internals, but the support agent assured them it was OK. During the troubleshooting process, the support agent asked the customer to remove the RAM and “touch it to the stone floor”. The customer having a great sense of humor, laughed, thinking it was a joke, and simply replied with laughter, “Ummm… I’ve got hardwood floors.” Much to his surprise the support agent replied, “No sir, you will have to find a stone floor” (with a very thick Indian accent I might add). The customer a bit shocked explained that they did not have stone floors, and now not laughing had the experience of having to debate the issue as if in defense of himself, with the agent. The agent then advised him to go outside and grab a “rock”. Now, keep in mind this in the middle of winter just following a rather intense Illinois winter snow storm. The customer became a bit enraged at this point and though he knew little about electronics and current conductivity knew this wasn’t right. He then insisted in speaking with a supervisor which the agent was extremely reluctant to do. The customer did finally manage however, to get to a supervisor who seemed equally disinterested in providing customer service but reluctantly conceded to sending a tech (me) to the customer’s house to replace a motherboard. Once I arrived, I found the true nature of the issue to be the power supply was not providing any current. It wasn’t even lighting the LED on the motherboard. This should have been a rather easy and simple case to troubleshoot and shouldn’t have taken more than about 30 minutes max to diagnose and issue a dispatch for. Instead the customer spent 3.5+ hours on the phone, and had to go through the ordeal of having to wait till I could come out and troubleshoot the system, as well as make a return trip to replace the power supply.

I have to be honest when I say, I find this and similar types of customer aggravation and misdiagnosis to be heavily associated with the India support team, however I am in no way saying that this is an everyday scenario, nor is it to indicate that India support is incompetent in their troubleshooting practices. To say such would be racist and unfair to the technicians there who do not fall into this category. We must keep in mind that no call center, especially in the tech industry, is completely staffed with knowledgeable infallible tech support. Every company has its shortfalls, and also, keep in mind, these guys are attempting to diagnose and troubleshoot systems on the phone with no ability to see all of the symptoms and issues presenting themselves on a customer’s system. Finally, if you have any type of tech background with the general public, you know as well as I do, there is at least 50% if not more of the issues customers call in with that are directly related to customers using and expecting their systems to run beyond tolerances for which they were designed. I can’t tell you how many systems I have opened up with enough dust and pet hair inside them to clog even a 15HP 5 gallon shop-vac. In addition, I can’t tell you how many systems I’ve seen with programs such as Limewire or other utilities known to propagate Spyware and Malware, as well as providing the opportunity for a customer to bypass their firewall and virus protection and download seemingly legit files and programs to their system.

To suggest however, that a customer place their RAM on the stone floor, is well, insane to say the least. I have thought at great length as to the motivation behind such a suggestion and my only conclusion is perhaps a misunderstanding by either the agent or the customer or both. Perhaps the agent was intending the customer set the RAM down, for safe-keeping. As any person with any type of electrical knowledge knows, RAM is sensitive to ESD (electro-static-discharge). Placing the RAM on a stone or “grounded” surface is not just wise it’s imperative. Perhaps the agent was reading this line in their script, and in the midst of struggling not just with the conversational language barrier but with the struggle of relaying the information to the customer failed to do so appropriately and accurately. In addition I have the feeling the agent likely did not understand or have a complete understanding of electro-static properties or conduction. To compound the issue, we have to take in mind that the customer admitted to me he could not understand much of what the agent was saying, thus it is entirely conceivable that the customer misunderstood what the agent was asking him to do (i.e. instead of “touch” the agent may have said “place”). If the latter is true, then again it is an issue of the agent not being well versed or knowledgeable of ESD, as if this were the case, the agent too could have found laughter in the scenario, and explained the hardwood floor would have been acceptable as well, or better yet, a paper-towel.

My suggestion for customers who have difficulty in dealing with India support team whether it be for Dell or any other company now outsourcing its Customer Support to India or other countries outside of the US, to take a moment and recognize you are dealing with a potential language barrier. These agents for the most part are just as interested in providing you with superior customer service as their American counterparts. I would even go so far as to say that in general they are more so inclined to be of assistance as it is a matter of “pride” and “honor” for them. Their cultural and sociological upbringing encourages a greater sense of accountability on a personal level than we find in Western culture many times. In saying that though, I also encourage you to make it known to your politicians, CEO’s and corporate directorship, that you find this trend in saving money by outsourcing such service to “third-world” countries frustrating and irritating. Perhaps if we as a nation were to place more emphasis on truly understanding the motivations and personally felt positions that our “leaders” hold we would not be so quick as to elect or place them into positions of control or influence over our lives. To elect a political figure into office, just because they have affiliation with our “party” or to base it on one issue rather than the full-spectrum of issues, is again as insane as an agents advice to “touch RAM to a stone”.

During the latter part of the Clinton administration, President Clinton and his wife encouraged such outsourcing under the guise of “we have been giving fish to the world at great expense; we should teach them to fish”. Then, through the media and their influence they introduced new tax laws that in essence gave tax breaks to companies who outsourced their technological needs to such countries as India, Mexico, and several others. While the idea seemed logical, many in the industry saw this as a potential headache for the consumer, but the media, and a number of CFO’s pushed the idea, and for the most part snuffed out that word of warning. Many CFO’s saw enormous bonuses in the following years as they had saved enormous amounts of money allocated to Customer Service. Thousands of Americans lost their jobs and companies such as Convergys (once a leader of American Call-Center customer Service) all but folded up. Added to it was the deregulation of telecommunication companies, and increased taxes imposed on them, thus creating a sudden spike in telecommunication costs for US based call centers.

Now nearly 10 years later we are seeing the impact of so many poor decisions. In addition, in many large companies we are seeing a new team of CFO’s, as the CFO’s of 10 years ago have become wealthy enough to retire. These new CFO’s are charged with the knowledge that their companies are losing money because of fewer customers (people don’t want to buy a product that increases their frustration when something goes wrong and they are forced to call Customer Service), and the cost of bringing their Customer Service back to the States is enormous. In some cases (though I have not been able to confirm but have heard more than one rumor of such) such as India, these companies had to sign contracts (in some cases up to 40 years) in order to hire a reduced rate workforce. In a tech related business such as Dell the average pay-rate for a phone agent is about $8 - $15 per hour. You then add Worker’s Compensation Insurance, Medicare and Social Security matching by the employer, and numerous other costs, and you find yourself in a situation of paying $30 or more per hour per employee. Conversely, you can hire a person in India for an average cost of $15 per hour with no other costs (the agent makes about $6 - $10 per hour and is revered in their community as having a very lucrative and honored (even coveted) position.

Our ability and desire to bring these services back to the US or at least improve the quality of support of the representatives we speak with on the phone lies fully on the shoulders of us the consumer. We need to make our voices and thoughts not just heard but felt by our decision-makers. So many of us are content to just complaining rather than initiating the action required to impress our thoughts and feelings. We need to be actively engaged in writing letters to CEO’s and CFO’s of corporations, expressly relaying our dissatisfaction with the service we are receiving. We as a society need to be more focused on placing accountability and demand disclosure from our politicians. We need to be more influential in conveying to our media, to tell more than just one side of a story. We need to teach ourselves to be less drawn to sensationalism and reground ourselves in truth and reality. Not the reality that provides “shock and awe” rather the reality that causes us to question and ponder relevance and insight to past, current and future events and conditions.

Anymore, the media has become a spotlight of ignorance and emotional stimulating filler that has little or no true impact on our daily lives. The consistent highlighting of the police chase down LA streets with added dramatic commentary by the news anchor in the helicopter encompassing an hour or more of news time, or the blatant disregard for news stories such as the amazing and encouraging reports of men and women service members assisting in war-torn areas (such as the Marine division in Falluja who being comprised of reservists with the technical and physical know-how, not only designed, but also built and introduced a power station to an area that had been without power for over 20 years under the reign of Saddam Hussein. In addition, they went to each home in the area, and wired their homes with lights and light switches, and taught a few locals the basics of how to maintain it on their own… all of this in their “spare” time, with much of their own funds and gathered resources). Instead, our media focuses on the one terrorist who was killed after ambushing and attempting to kill innocent people and service members, and has his story sensationalized as an atrocity because he was killed as he was ducking back into a building claimed to be on “holy ground” (never mind the fact that all of the locals have said that it is only “holy” to the extremists within its walls).

It goes beyond even just the news services, it’s in our homes. So many of our young people are left to be attended by computer and console game systems that are nothing but storyboard after storyboard of violence and first-person shooting. I myself, being a “gamer”, play the game World of Warcraft for entertainment purposes, however I would never allow a child or anyone under the age of 18 be left alone for hours with the game with no involvement on my part. I certainly would not encourage anyone, old enough or not to play a game that involved a story board that encourages breaking the law (i.e. Grand Theft Auto) or dramatizes war or actions of war as being “cool” or “acceptable”. Our children are becoming stimulated for hours on end with graphics and adult content to such a degree that by adulthood they are requiring even greater sources of stimulation to feel “complete” or “alive”. The stimulation provided by such graphics and images release chemicals in us such as adrenalin and nero-toxins that give us sensations of euphoria. Just as with any drug or chemical not present in the body under “normal” circumstances, prolonged exposure and repetitive exposure desensitizes us, and our bodies require more and more in greater and greater doses to give us that “high”. The result manifests itself with individuals making poor and even unimaginable decisions all in an attempt to recreate and experience that “high”. Adults of all walks of life including doctors, lawyers, law-enforcement, and more (normally reputed as persons of upstanding social and moral fiber) are finding themselves in situations of disrepute. A scan through your local TV station will undoubtedly lead you to a program highlighting such behavior as part of its “shock and aw” programming. Yes it’s true we need to make the public aware of the misdeeds and growing trend of society to act in a manner that corrupts and destroys the basic moral fiber our society is based on. I feel however, that it has become more an issue of ratings through applorible and disturbing sensationalism, rather than an effort to inform and make the public aware. Ironically, many of these same station programming and media decision makers also engage in reporting and even attacking what they deem as “overly stiff” laws and consequences, jail terms and fines for such unsocial behavior. Not to jump on a soap-box regarding any particular media source (I know I am currently on a soap-box; but I’m soon to get back on topic) but the Turner/Time Warner group is in my opinion probably the most horrific in this engagement, with Fox following a close second.

If I may, I would just implore and encourage you, consider the points which I have entertained hereto. Consider it the next time you choose to watch a TV program or movie. Keep it in mind the next time you buy a computer game for your children or leave them alone in a room with a remote and expect them to be entertained by the television. I encourage you to not only become more engaged with your family. Take the 30 minutes to an hour once a day to spend with them. Even if it something so simple as sitting down as a family for dinner, or going as a family to the local McDonalds for ice-cream. Maybe, you might want to even consider engaging in the age old tradition of becoming active in church (God forbid that you might gain some insight about moral ethic and family values). I’m not saying become a “Holier than Thou – Bible Thumping Evangelical” who attempts to force your opinion and sense of values down your neighbors throat. Rather focus on yourself. Take to heart the value found in Matthew 5:43-48 that encourages you to “…Be ye therefore perfect”. I take this message in correlation with Matthew 7:1-5 that clearly admonishes us to “judge not, that ye may not be judged…”. While it is important for us to be judgmental as to the persons and things with which we associate ourselves with and to call to repentance those who would chose to live their outside of the teachings of Jesus Christ, it does not give us the authority nor the right to “puff” ourselves up or to compare ourselves with other’s imperfection so as to highlight our own self-centered and prideful sense of self-perfection. There is but one perfect person ever to exist in life, and unless we ourselves are perfect in all ways we have no right to think we are perfect in any way. That being said, I now will attempt to continue my “topic” of where I am with my life, and leave the soapbox…at least for the moment (hehehe).

In addition to a new job, I have also purchased a new car. The Lexus I had (actually still have) decided to give up the ghost a few months back. Though not completely “dead”, you might say it is in need of Intensive Care. While making my way from one customer to the next a unusually warm day in January of this year, I looked in the rear view mirror to see a rather large plume of white smoke billowing from my exhaust. The plume was such that one might expect thunderclaps to begin emanating from its center. After talking to several trusted sources that evening I came to the conclusion that I likely had either a blown seal or worse yet a cracked block or head. Not wanting to have the ordeal of replacing the engine entirely should it be just a seal, I chose to purchase a new car. The expense in excess of about $2000 was just too much for me to absorb at the time and not to mention with the cost of gas and the fact that I drive on average 250 – 300 miles a day, I needed something just a bit more economical. I purchased a 2004 Chevy Cavalier. I should have some pictures of my little white baby soon.

My new baby is not without its own costs though. Being an “economical” car it came without any frills or thrills. In fact, my ability and time to write as I have is as a result of my “down-time” as I have had to get an alarm system and front-end work (brake rotors were a bit out-of-round… believe it or not, she has 52000 miles on her and over 50% of her pads left from the manufacturer). Now I know some of you can see the need for the front end brake work, but why on earth would I be getting an alarm system. Well, that leads us to the next topic; glad you asked.

Come Easter weekend, I will be moving back to the DC, NOVA, MD area. Yep, that’s right, I’m coming home… again (LOL). It is also my intention to be re-baptized Easter Sunday. I was originally baptized when I was 14 into the Mormon church, however after much prayer and fasting as well as some deep feelings from within, I have felt impressed to return to the church with whom I felt so much love and compassion and divine spirit and become a member of its congregation and renew my vows (now with clearer purpose and commitment than I feel I had at age 14) with Christ. I have found a bit of concern and discouragement by some of my family members still affiliated and active members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Later-Day Saints, and have even been visited recently by some of the Missionaries; however, I feel it is something I need and am supposed to do. I pray consistently that I am making the right decision and that God would see himself into my life in such a way as to bless me and protect me from doing anything that might be against his will for me. I believe that God talks to all of us through his agent the Holy Ghost, and that it is the Holy Ghost that impresses our hearts and minds and spirits to be able to discern good from evil, right from wrong, and inspires us as to which path we should follow. We have the free-agency to either accept or reject that council and to act according to our natural desires, understanding that no choice we make as earthly creatures and sinful before God, is without its consequences. For me, the feeling of renewing my vows with Christ and aligning myself with a church family such as the family I find at Pohick Bay Church is beyond any feeling I have as yet experienced in my life.

Well, I believe that’s about it for now. Wow, this was supposed to be just a general “hey I’m still alive” but as is usually the case I have spent nearly 4 hours talking about just about everything under the sun. Before I go, I would like to thank the customers and friends I have made in and around the Illinois area which I have worked. Many of you have been such an encouragement and blessing to me, I find it difficult to say thank-you in mere words. There is the gentleman in St. Charles who I will have the pleasure of providing service for once more before I go, who seems to be busier most of the time than a hamster on crack in an exercise wheel. The difference being of course that just as he encouraged me and assured me one day I will “go places” he to is always moving forward and I’m certain will ultimately be successful even greater than his own expectations.

There is the lovely staff at Office Max of Dekalb, who no matter the turmoil of the day always are able to greet me with a smile and friendliness that just makes you wanna hang around and buy something. You guys are awesome, and I certainly hope to in some way keep in touch with you guys.

There is the customer I have dealt with over the past week, who despite inconceivable disservice by our favorite Dell Support Team overseas, somehow still manages to look at me and talk to me with a smile. You know who you are, and I owe you such an expression of gratitude for your patience with me and my attempt to right the wrongs you encountered. I only know partially the endurance you have had to have in your situation and I know that it was even trying for me to a point of just wanting to give up, but you encouraged me and I hope we have seen it through to its end. I definitely hope to keep in touch with you as I move on and hope that one day our paths can cross again on a less professional nature.

There have been so many people who have been inspirational and supportive; I can’t begin to name them all. I hope for those I have not named you understand that I in no way value your brief moment in my life as any less valuable than those I have mentioned. I thank you all, and wish God’s blessing of joy and happiness to you all. Thank you! ~erik

7.20.2006

Dude... I thought you were dead!!

Yeah... I know, most of you were beginning to wonder if I had finally found the edges of the earth in my travels, and some were likely hoping in a loving sort of way of course that I had managed to fall off. Hehe, well no such luck. I'm still here. Sorry for the hiatus... I went through some rather difficult times for a little while. So much has happened... where to begin? Perhaps I will begin this way.... GET READY FOR A CHANGE!! Yeah, I've been reborn of sorts. My struggles over the past few months has really opened my eyes to so many truths; many of which I knew but had for some reason discarded for a while. It is my intention now to focus more on the greatness of My Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, and share my thoughts, revelations and learning through my trials and studies, rather than my innate ability to rant about things that irritate me. I debated for some time as to whether I should start anew and abandon all my previous content of this page, or to leave it. As you can see, I have chosen to leave it; my reasoning to be one to show you, I am not perfect, and so I can too be reminded of where I've been and take note of the changes that have occurred in my life... after-all... this is a journal. Unfortunately, at the present moment I must leave you hanging, waiting for more, I have an early morning tomorrow and through until Sunday. However... I assure you, I will be contributing allot on Monday. One thing additionally before I go... DELL ROCKS!!!! Yes, DELL as in the computer manufacturer. My Hard Drive crashed the other day and I almost lost everything. I called them, they asked the symptoms, ran their tests and within minutes, I was off the phone and expecting a new hard drive in the mail (which by the way... it arrived the following afternoon). After purchasing an external USB Bay and connecting my old hard drive, I was able to salvage most everything. My point is... those who curse Dell because they didn't buy the extended warranty, and Dell won't help them... well... I purchased it... and hence have had most everything replaced ... for FREE!! Thanks Dell.... you guys rock!!

1.19.2006

Dell Warranty


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If ever you have been wondering during the process of buying that new computer, if it is worth investing the extra few bucks for the "Extended Warranty"; let me just tell you, "Heck yeah it is!!" Last night as I prepared myself for yet another evening of countless hours in front of my laptop playing the now infamous game of World of Warcraft, I was disappointed by the fact that my screen was only barely visible. I tried for hours to get it to come back and did countless hours of troubleshooting. I discovered that though my machine is working great my backlight in my monitor had gone out. This was a cause of great alarm. I couldn't remember if it was covered in my warranty and if my warranty had expired. I quickly got online and pulled up my account information with Dell. Fortunately I was moderately pleased to see that I had indeed purchased an extra year of warranty but was still unsure if my monitor would be covered by it. I sent Dell an email, describing the problem, and got a response back first thing this morning about how it was likely caused by my settings for my screensaver. Frustration was quickly setting in. I had flash backs of my days working at Ebay, when it was policy to tell people how to clear their cache when they're problem was clearly not related to their memory. I then decided to call Dell via their "800" number and was anticipating yet more frustration as I just knew I was going to get some guy in India, who knew virtually nothing about computers or how they work and even less English. How can I express my delight when I got some guy named David in Texas somewhere who quickly referred me to a Technician named Ricardo, who very patiently listened to my symptoms, and troubleshooting techniques and was eager to help. He suggested one other method of troubleshooting, and then agreed with me that it was indeed the backlight on my monitor. Then based on the fact that I had told him I was A+ certified and had worked as a Dell Technician at both Univ. of MD and for SmartSource, he agreed to just ship me the new (yes I said NEW... as in brand-new) monitor via next-day air. I asked him if my monitor was covered under my warranty and he assured me that yes, it was covered under my extended warranty. I then asked him the cost if this hadn't been covered by the warranty; he chuckled and did a joke of “Ohh no, it wasn't”, but then responded well to my instant deep breath of panic, told me he was pulling my leg and said that had it not been covered it would have cost about $400. HOLY COW!!! $400, I would have never had the money to pay for that. I thought about how fortunate I was I got the warranty and remember the conversation I had with my mom as we worked together to setup and buy this thing. She at first insisted that it was wasteful to buy the warranty, but I had insisted and compromised to just getting the 1 year for now, with the option to upgrade it later. I am so glad I did. That extra $70 just paid for itself ohhh I dunno how many times? Yeah, this is a lesson learned!! When you have the option to buy and extended warranty, consider the alternatives. My policy is this; if it isn't going to move, and I can live without it till I manage to afford another one, no worries on the warranty, however, if I'm gonna be lugging it around (like I do my laptop) or it is something i can't replace quickly and I need it, get the Warranty!! I also remember an instance with my T-mobile phone. Again I had bought the extended warranty and breakage plan, and wouldn't you know, I broke the screen on that too. 2 days later though I was walking around with a new phone and all it cost me was about $50 in warranty and $40 of shipping. This was on a $380 iPaq. So if you are in doubt, and unsure... well hopefully you've read this and you're mind is a little more prepared at the battle that ensues... "Do I get the warranty?"

12.18.2005

I've "Graduated"

Well, I'm done... I have officially "graduated"; or should I say completed my studies, with Orion Technical Training in Idaho Falls, Idaho. I attended 4 courses over the past 3 weeks, which taught me Basic/Advanced PLC Programming, Instrumentation and Controls Processing, and Basic PanelView. I can't begin to tell you how awesome and amazing the instructor, Mike Glass, was. As some know, I am not one who does well with "formal" education and the style with which most instructors in my experience teach. I tend to be a "hands-on" type learner, and in many cases prefer to have real-life types of examples with which to apply the new material which I'm being presented with. Mike did an amazing job of presenting his courses in a format that not only incorporated traditional lecture type instruction, but he also presented new material in a hands-on, practical approach as well. He was very keen to take note of how each person in his courses learns best and was able to cover each topic in such a way as to make each individual present feel as though he were teaching specifically for them. He always made sure to do his best at insuring everyone was "up-to-speed", before he continued on with the next topic of learning. When someone was having difficulty grasping a concept, he was quick to share personal experiences in which the information he was teaching was applied and why; so as all the persons present could then visualize and fully comprehend its practicality and yet the person having difficulty didn't feel singled out and those grasping it, didn't feel as though they were being held back either. I think one of the greatest attributes I found in Mike, as he was teaching, was his non-typical approach to questions which even he was unsure of. Typically, I have found most instructors hesitate and often avoid ever saying, "I don't know". Instead they tend to come back with a, "Well, it's just that way", or a "... because that's what the book says...” answer, when they themselves are unsure of an answer. Mike, on the other hand, would openly admit if he was unsure, or didn't know. Then, if it was a problem that could be examined by the class, he would openly challenge everyone to work together at finding the answer, theorize about what the answer might be, and if it was still baffling to all, he'd reply, "... well I'm not certain, but I will look into it, and do my best at finding the answer". The really cool thing is he was serious when he said that. Often during lunch he'd try to find the answer, or we would come in the next day and he'd say, "... I believe I have a solution." I noticed he didn't say he had "the answer", but presented it as though it was a "solution" with the possibility of being disproven. For me this was very important. Too often I have found instructors come across to their students with an "I know all" type of attitude, as if they can't possibly be wrong. Mike was very good at not doing that. He made you feel as though it was you teaching him, and he was just providing the facts with which you could use to solve and teach with. He would often ask someone, "why", or "how", or similar questions, to have them prove to him a concept on which he just taught. This method of teaching, to me anyway, helps a student to understand the basis of the facts that they are learning, rather than just being a trivia type learning scenario, where you learn a bunch of facts, with which you have no familiarity, and short time later end up forgetting, never to be able to regurgitate when that fact is needed somewhere else. With Mikes teaching style, I feel that should I forget a factoid that he taught, I will still be able to use it later in life when it is needed, because I understand how it arrived at being a fact in the first place. I have the "building blocks" that support the fact, rather than just a dumb fact that I'm likely to forget unless I use it on a regular basis. Hehe, I feel like I'm beginning to sound like a commercial or something, but the truth is, I'm kind of sad it's over. I wish I could just shadow him and learn as much as I could from him. It was truly amazing to watch and learn from him. The really great thing also, was he took time to talk to me and everyone else on a one-on-one basis too. During our talks, it wasn't limited to just "course related stuff" but he seemed to want to know me as the individual too. He shared with me experiences and ideas that related to my specific desires of breaking into the field and becoming a productive part of the industry. He seemed to note the times that I began to feel a little overwhelmed at the abundance of information being fed to me, and encouraged me to keep up the good work and not to worry about the little details, as they all would make themselves clear as I went along. I honestly feel sometimes as though I got far more out of the class than I ever paid for. The other really great thing about this whole experience was that during this time, I had the opportunity to stay with my step-Mom and Dad. My Dad and I have never really "gotten-to-know" each other. We spent much of my childhood, bickering and fighting, and not really trying to know each other. We missed out on allot as a result. This trip however, we have had many an evening where he and I would sit and talk and make up for all that lost time. We would share philosophies, interests, views and opinions about a full range of topics. Instead of the previous approach we both became used to of trying to force the other to think like we do, we instead worked on developing an understanding and recognizing that though we may not both agree, we at least understood the other as best we could. We found that not so uncommon as we once thought, our views and opinions were actually very similar. Our difference hadn't been so much a difference of opinion as it had been a difference in the way we expressed or viewed or opinions and thus the words and manner with which we shared them. An example of which is of how we perceive our lives as being a competition, verses a simple matter of survival. My dad is more of a survivalist as he would term it. As long as he is "upright" he's doing good. I on the other hand, tend to be a "competitor", my thoughts are more based on "am I winning?". It wasn't till one of our talks that we discovered that my thought of "winning" was almost exactly like his thought of "surviving". It was a real eye opener for both of us I believe. So much has happened over the past 3 1/2 weeks. I feel at moments it has been an entire lifetime. I've learned so much as a result of an excellent instructor, and lived so much in my conversations and rekindling of a relationship with my Dad. I have also learned what true friendship is like and how great of a blessing it can be to have a friend who believes in you. I would be an arrogant and selfish individual if I didn't thank Beth for her assisting me with making this whole trip possible with an enormous amount of financial support, even some that was unexpected. I also have to thank my Mom, as she paid for my travel; thanks Mom. Most importantly though, I have to thank the Big Guy. You know I'm not one to preach or push my views on God, etc., however, I also know that it was by him that all the pieces and experiences came together the way they did. I truly am thankful, to all. Oh yeah... and a pre-thanks to Jason and his family. Jason has been kind enough to let me stay with him for a night there in Salt Lake City, on my way out here, and for 2 days on my return. He is even putting his dislike for cats, on hold during the return trip, and allowing my cat Katzianna, to stay as well as she accompanies me on my way back home. I hope the upcoming Christmas brings you all allot of joy and happiness. I feel I've already had my Christmas. I know I still have a few gifts to get for a few people, but I think this Christmas I am the one who has received the most and more than I will likely ever be able to repay.

11.03.2005

Where have you been dude?


Soasha_WOW.jpg Server - Kilrogg
Player Name - Soasha
Guild - THO

It has been quite some time since my last post; I know. I've been entrapped and enchanted by the game World of Warcraft. In a matter of 2 weeks, I have gone from NOOB (pronounced like Newbie - a beginner with no experience in game play), to a Level 26 Night-Elf Hunter. It is an awesome game. I have really enjoyed it and met a few really great people too. I originally got pulled in by the other two of the "three amigos", Daniel and Jason. Both are amazing players and have formed a Guild called "THO". They focus primarily on helping each other out and generally just enjoy killing all the monsters. Because I am such a "NOOB", they help out from time to time, however it is difficult for them at times, having to come back and help me finish quests, as it doesn't help them XP (experience point) ways. They do assist though with donating materials and gold in an effort to assist me in focusing on gaining XP verses having to make money to buy upgraded equipment, etc. I have also met a couple other players. One in particular, a Level 46 Night-Elf Priestess, helps me out on a seemingly regular basis. It is allot of fun questing with her, as she laughs and taunts me often, keeping me on my toes, yet is sure to teach me and guide me in the game to ensure it is a fun experience and rewarding as well. We chat as we quest about all sorts of things; both VT (Virtual Time) and RT (Real Time), and when opportunity presents, we enjoy helping others complete some of the harder Dungeon Quests. If you haven't heard of WOW, I encourage you to check it out if you're into gaming at all, or want to find a "kewl" environment to meet and chat with people that doesn't involve all the sexual/dating ambiance that everything else seems to be focused around when it comes to meeting others on-line. It's really nice, 'cause you can be doing something else, stimulating thought processes, and just generally "escaping from RT" while still interacting with others. I have found a bit of a utopian feel is present in the worlds as well. People are always running past you bestowing you with "Buffs" blessings, and enchantments, sometimes even just giving you weapons or goods they don't need anymore, or have abundance of. For the most part if you act like an intelligent human being and don't go rushing into things, thus aggro-ing (term used to indicate alerting monsters and others aware of your presence thus causing them to attack), you will find it is very easy to make friends, and allies. I hope to see you in the game. Right now, I've written plenty to tell you where I've been and must get back to the game. My friend the Priestess wants me to make Level 46 by weekends end. HAHA!! Not possible I don't think... but hey... I'll give it a shot. It would be great to quest together in worlds that we share, rather than her having to come all the way back for me all the time. If you do jump on... be sure to use "/w Soasha", and send me a message. If you're new, and need a "tank" (a person with advanced weapon, armor & XP, capable of clearing large groups of monsters in a given instance), be sure to invite me into your group. If I can, I'd love to help.

9.29.2005

New Blogger features

Well, here I am just sitting here. Not doin' much really, 'cept surfin' as usual, trying to find stuff and examples of stuff I want to incorporate into my web-page. Then it happened, I have stumbled across two new features. The first, is "wBlogger", a kewl little feature that allows you to post what it is you're currently listening to on Windows Media Player when posting a new post. It has a WYSIWYG interface that is controlled from your computer, thus you don't have to wait till you have an internet connection to write your post. The only thing I see though, is that for a person like myself, it really doesn't do anything more for me than my current editors such as Dreamweaver or others that I use. The little attribute of taking my currently played song and implanting that info into my post... well yeah it's kinda kewl. However, is it really that much effort to include the information on my own? Hmmmm, well let's find out. I have created this post with the tool. Over the course of the next few posts, I will use this tool, we'll see if it really "adds" to the intimacyof my site or the interaction you and I have with it. If you like knowing what I'm listening to... great let me know... if you don't care... tell me that as well. The next feature is a new one that can be found from within Blogger. It is a tool that plugs into your MS Word program, thus letting you write/format your post from within word, and then upload it to your blog. Personally, I like this feature. I try to always utilize Word to write my posts, then just copying the text over. This way, I limit my spelling and grammatical mistakes. I don't always do it though, cause as you can imagine {if you've ever used MS Word} it tries to "interpret" my writing and Autocorrect my tags when I create links and the such. Its very annoying to have to go back and recreate them. This tool however, Word can do what it wants, it can format, it can correct Spelling, it can Autocorrect formatting tags and do all the interpreting it wants, because when I hit "Publish", it does just that, it publishes it, as is, formatting and all. We'll be testing this out as well over next few posts. Before I go, I would like to pose a question to the possible eyes that may view this page, outside of my known circle of friends and family (laughs as he begins to realize the irrationality of his perturbed thinking that there is anyone else out there). I have been viewing a number of WordPress Blogs lately, and am very much impressed with the layout and tools featured with WordPress, however.... there is always a however.... my concern in switching is that:
  1. How do I make my template to appear much like this one, incorporating my Flash banner etc.? Is there a tool like in Blogger, where I can view the code for the templates that are used, and thus customize them for my site, easily?
  2. Blogger has a very nice WYSIWYG interface that allows for simple blogging etc. I have been able to tweak a few things simply by going into the "code" view after the initial design, or have been able to import the code from a design created in Dreamweaver, is this still possible with the WordPress structure?
I would love to investigate the possibilities of using a new Blogging editor with a little more functionality. But until I learn this programming stuff a bit better, I am at the mercy of others and their willingness to assist me in my search for knowledge. Well... now I must go... and as I depart from you... this is what I'm listening to::
[Listening to: Sonata Arctica / Replica - Sonata Arctica - Eliptica (04:57)]

9.25.2005

Screwtape Letters (Preface)

The Screwtape Letters, by C.S. Lewis Recently I have been reading the Narnia series to Beth’s son Christopher. I remembered as a child really enjoying the stories and the elements of imagination that were sparked as a result of my having read them at about his age (8 years old). As his birthday was approaching, I thought how great it would be if I encouraged him along with his reading skills, by getting him the series as well. I got on Amazon, and found a wonderful hardbound book that encompassed all of the Chronicles in one book. I am looking forward to getting it for him, as well as a book I found that explores the Christian symbolism that can be found in the series. While I was searching for this stuff, I stumbled/was reminded of yet another of C.S. Lewis’ writings, “The Screwtape Letters”. For those that are not familiar, this short book was written back in the 1940’s and was one of Lewis’ first writings. This book is actually a fictional collection of letters, written by a Senior-Demon, to his nephew, Wormwood. It exploits and illustrates the conversations one could expect to find two demonic presences having in their diabolical scheme to sway the human mind, and soul into eternal damnation. It is and will be my intention here, to discuss my thoughts and views of these letters and perhaps give my review of the book. I am hopeful that in doing this I may encourage you to ponder and discuss this as well. Not just here, but with your friends and your families. With each new chapter, I will do my best to separate my thoughts/opinions from the text of the book. I will title each new blog post with the chapter number in Roman Numerals in parenthesis. If you are following this selection, and notice that I slack off for a bit, I encourage you to encourage me to keep at it. I will also hopefully be obtaining a “study-guide” for this book as well, and, which again, will help to explore the Christian element found in this writing. Now… let’s begin…
PREFACE I HAVE no intention of explaining how the correspondence which I now offer to the public fell into my hands. There are two equal and opposite errors into which our race can fall about the devils. One is to disbelieve in their existence. The other is to believe, and to feel an excessive and unhealthy interest in them. They themselves are equally pleased by both errors and hail a materialist or a magician with the same delight. The sort of script which is used in this book can be very easily obtained by anyone who has once learned the knack; but disposed or excitable people who might make a bad use of it shall not learn it from me. Readers are advised to remember that the devil is a liar. Not everything that Screwtape says should be assumed to be true even from his own angle. I have made no attempt to identify any of the human beings mentioned in the letters; but I think it very unlikely that the portraits, say, of Fr. Spike or the patient's mother, are wholly just. There is wishful thinking in Hell as well as on Earth. In conclusion, I ought to add that no effort has been made to clear up the chronology of the letters. Number XVII appears to have been composed before rationing became serious; but in general the diabolical method of dating seems to bear no relation to terrestrial time and I have not attempted to reproduce it. The history of the European War, except in so far as it happens now and then to impinge upon the spiritual condition of one human being, was obviously of no interest to Screwtape. C. S. LEWIS MAGDALEN COLLEGE July 5, 1941
I think this preface is clear enough to explain the events to come. I found it interesting that Lewis gives “warning” to those who cannot or would not utilize judgment and exercise a reasonable amount of self-discipline when reading these letters. I think it is equally interesting that he points out that Screwtape is a deceitful liar, and that not everything should be taken at face value, even in this pretence of his “aiding” his nephew. Be sure to add your comments as well. Stay tuned for Chapter I.